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Big time relapse!

maryai59
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My 1st quit date was June 28 I was doing well, but I had absolutely zero support no friends, family or even my husband were helpful in anyway. No one tryed to quit smoking in front of me when they were in my home. I couldnt put away ashtrays or lighters cigerettes. Not only that but Im not a drinker and my husbands friends are and things can get pretty nerve racking. Then others stressfull situations started happening, and about 2 1/2 weeks ago i started again. I had gotten along fairly well with out patches gum or medication. Still im smoking far less than what I was , thats not good enough. Im going to quit again. I must I want to get healthy. I need to start tapering now! My new quit date is this Sunday. I disapointed myself so much! But I've decided there is at least 1 person i n my life I absolutely must end my relationship with. She has caused so much stress in my life and think in alot of ways I let her push me over the brink! She simply overwhelms me with drama and negativity! I know its ultimately up to me and cant blame anyone. But it would help to have some support and some peace in my own home especially.  So anyone have any suggestions , support, encouragement prayers?

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