With you, I was drained, sometimes allowing you to replace my fluids and becoming dehydrated, I lost weight replacing you with my food, I ran to you when I was happy, I ran to you when I was sad, I ran to you when I was content, relaxed, bored, or even having fun. You were my "friend" the friend that stuck his hand in the back pocket of my life and tried to steal what was left. Its over I've broken up with you and since then, I feel great, my energy is high, my appetite has picked up and I'm hopeful that I can reach my goal of 120lbs, I'm happy SO HAPPY without you, even during stressful times I'm still happy! I feel clean inside and out I'm able to get up and dress up and go out in confidence with a beautiful smile because I won't allow you to yellow my teeth anymore. I'm able to love life again without you holding me back. I'm able to enjoy my family without you calling me outside for "just one" you and I are over and I don't regret it one bit. I'm aware of your intentions and mine and they just don't agree. Your intentions were to ruin my appearance and take my life before I even had a chance to live it, mine are to live life beautifully inside and out for as long as I can and think..KNOW mine are better! As I write this letter some of the feelings are expressed from pass quits and though I'm only on day 2 those great feelings are surfacing again! Staying true to day 2! Kimberly
