Here goes...My wifes mother has cancer so she ha been spending the last few nights there which is 70 miles from where we live...Let me back up here. I was helping my youngest daughter and son inlaw skirt a trailor they had set up. On one of the days my grand children Kiley 4 and Jaxson 2 1/2 told me that "daddy pushed mommy down the stairs and hit Jaxson in back iof the head and made him fall and Jaxson didn't even cfry". My wife asked me not to say anything to the son in law that night because everyone was so tired. Of coarse I asked him about it and he told me I had better shut my @#$%$#@ mouth. My daughter stepped in between us as wel as my wife and he shoved her again. You will not believe the RAFGE i felt to try to mess him up. Of course I didnt even try Im 5'4 and 129 on a wet day and he is 5'8 and a haed working roofer as well as an egomaniac who lifts weight on his off time. Anyway Ima recovering alcholic of 31 years and I know he is a messed up dude who has major issues to say the least,..Anyway I went outside and they left. The next day we visited and found a peaceful space i guess. I also wanted to call the police but thought better of it for fear of myn daughter getting more harm done to her etc. I decided to not work on the skirting the next day and he called me and told me what a piece of @#$% i am and many oither wonderful things similar to that. So I decided to pack up my stuff and leve which left them in a very bad place to try to get all they wanted to get accompolished. So....Tonight will be the 2nd night that my wife is staying in town "with her mother who is not well with cancer" After trying ALL DAY to speake with her on the phone as well as face book I was able to finally get herto call me after asking one of my friends on facebook to have her call me. She finally did call and I asked her what is really going on and she assured me that there is alot going on right now besides her mother and that shwe will fill me in tomorrow night. A while back I discovered OUR accout only had $5 dollars in it and was told by the bank trellerthat the other "WE"had moved the money to a seperate and different account without my name and knowing. TRIGGERS" YA IVE GOT TRIGGErS.. But i know I have 3 stage copd and am really trying to NOT SMOKE >>>ANYTHING> I refuse to..no matter what. I dont even want to glo on line to find out the life expetancy of a person with my condition..I really pretty scsred right now and am just going to go to church tomorrow ( which I havent been to in quite awhile) and than to another fellowship of meetings to not drink and than HOPEFULLY find out some TRUTHS about this whole scenario. THANK YOU ALL SO MUC for letting me vent and I am open to any and all input, advice and any other info and support I can get. Thanks again ...FRED
PLEASE RESPOND IF YOU READ THIS I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO HEAR ME>>> I FEEL SO ALONE RIGHt NOW!!
