For any of you that read my blog the other day about Adam, he's back in school today after a meeting yesterday with several stipulations in place so Lord willing everything will fall into place, he'll be here on Sunday for the day, we get him every other weekend. If any of you are dealing with stress and are having a difficult time with your quit, please remember that whether or not we smoke things happen whether it's good or bad just like the weather and the changes in the seasons there's not much we can do about it and for me , I'm at a place in my quit that smoking isn't even a blimp on my radar because I know in the bottom of my soul that my health would suffer and I won't play Russian Roulette with my life anymore Adam, Emma and Mason need their old gram in their lives or maybe it's me that needs them. Yesterday morning after taking Mason to schoo it was too early to know about Adam so instead of stressing I got busy just like I did in the early days and wks of quitting smoking so I put on a batch of bread, made a batch of cookies, finished cleaning out my bedroom closet which kept my mind as well as my hands occupied so I wasn't stressing about it and there were times in my quit that I didn't feel like baking or cleaning so I would watch comedy TV or pop in a funny dvd which was suggested by someone on this site because laughter is the best medicine and it certainly takes your mind off of a cancer stick at least it worked for me so do whatever is nessesary to remain quit because as long asyou are willing, determined and totally committed and remain vigilant each and every day then you can keep stacking up those precious days of smoke free living and know that life does get easier and easier as time goes on!
Marilyn 808 DOF
