3 precious days of freedom. Today I begin day 4. I know it's not much but for me it means everything. I have tried and tried in the past. Always failed. Had lots of excuses for not making it. This time is different. I drive to a smoking cessation group tonight in rush hour traffic to be with people here who are making the same journey with me, as well as everyone here at EX. I think I have finally seen through all the denial that goes with smoking. You know, not facing up to what happens to your body or could happen when you smoke. From what I've gathered, smoking kills you slowly or quickly. It could be a heart attack o stroke, or cancer, or COPD. I've already had breast cancer. I sure don't want to go down that road again.
Anyway, I am writing this for myself, just spuing thoughts to keep me on track today. I must continue to go forward, no matter what happens in my life. This is a whole new beginning for me. September has always been an important month in my life. That's always when I started on a new journey whether it was school, or work. This is a new journey! I so badly want to remain an EX. Anyway, thank you for letting me put my thoughts down. Another crave has been busted here!
