I ate a good filling meal, fixed my water jug and slipped an extra straw into my purse. Then I fixed a fresh bowl of popcorn, (in case I needed that hand to mouth motion), and went to my daughter's house to watch the evening game. I skipped the international game this afternoon, I don't really care who wins the championship, I just love to watch these 10 to 13yr. old boys play. They are totally awesome. I don't really care about any sports, but my husband and I often took our girls to watch a national team farm club play and we all enjoyed an evening out together. And of course both the girls played on little league teams until they reached high school. These boys play some fantastic baseball, they give it all they got, just for the pure love of the game. They enjoy to the fullest.
Soon I will be free to live life to the fullest, to follow the dictates of my heart, instead of those of nasty nic. I have no desire for a new home or husband like Cindy found, but I will be free to associate with anyone I please without fear of smelling like a dirty ashtray or being censored for my addiction. No more holes in my favorite skirt, no more yellow teeth, no more stinky hair, or bad breath mixed with doublemint. I will always have to be diligent, but that sure beats paranoid.
