I wrestled in my mind today whether to stay with my mom or go to church. I chose church though I was late I was right on time. So at the end I went up for prayer my pastor is used to my "smoking prayers" if God know it why hide it from the pastors!? I try to be as open and honest as I can about my sin so I could be properly delivered. So when I went she prayed for me in that area and began to tarry with me. I had tried to be filled so many times my mind just wasn't in this one though I wanted and needed it so bad for so long, I just wasn't give it my all this time. So they stopped and talked and I learned that it wasn't about what I was doing all I had to do was receive it so we tried again I'm not a loud person so I got kind of frustrated when they were telling me to open my mouth because to me I was so yet another break another talk we tried it again this time I removed myself and let loose and the tongues began to flow it felt great when I got up everything was new a beautiful beginning. My church is non-denomination we just simply believe in God, Jesus and His Word. I believe the root of my addiction is now dead, the addiction is cursed to death and no longer a part of my life. Praise The Lord!
