I discovered a strength about myself during this quit, I discovered I want to be “me”. I discovered that I didn't need a smoke to get me through all that I went through, all that I am still going through and all that is to come. I have learned I can deal with the pain, the mourning, the fun times, the quiet times without smoking. Through all of this I am learning to be “me”. I am still discovering “me”. There still a few people out there that believe they know what I want and what I should do and want to form the “me” for me, but you know what it's not going to happen. I don't always know what I want, sometimes I don't have the answer at least not at the moment but I will as I go forward discovering the “me”. A smoke free me learning, discovering to be “me”.
Thank you all for sharing in my smoke free life.
My life is doing ok now I am moving forward. I miss my husband greatly and I always will, My son is doing ok. His blood work is still looking pretty good. He continues on chemo therapy. His follow up MRI is at the end of August. The death of his father has been really hard on him but luckily my husbands best friend step in and put him under his wings to help him through this. They both needed each other and they both help each other. So much love in this world!
Save a life – Let it be yours
Trudy
