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Which was more important? Your Decision To Quit? Or Your Last Cigarette?

JonesCarpeDiem
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If it was your last cigarette, you've likely had more than one.

I had my last cigarette at 7:15 in the morning to get dopamine after 8 hours without nicotine, nothing more. It was my plan to save one for the morning of my quit for that specific reason. (but I didn't buy the patch ahead of time or rush to the store for them as soon as I smoked  my last cigarette)

I had planned to use the patch because quite simply, I had not studied nor learned anything outside myself about smoking before I quit.

What I did learn before I quit was I didn't need to smoke just because I thought I did.

I learned this by simply thinking before I smoked in the 4 weeks before I quit.

I simply told myself to wait a little longer when I wanted to smoke. That's it. I didn't count. I didn't get stressed out. I didn't set a quit date until I was at the counter KNOWING I was buying my last pack.

  
   
    Do you remember your last cigarette?   
When and Where did you have it?   
What did it mean to you?  
   
    Was it a bigger deal than your decision to quit?  
  
If so, How many last cigarettes have you had?

If you've had more than one last cigarette, had you really decided or were you just hoping it would happen again?

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About the Author
Hello, My name is Dale. I was quit 18 months before joining this site and had participated on another site during that time. I learned a lot there and brought it with me. I joined this site the first week of August 2008. I didn't pressure myself to quit. HOW I QUIT I didn't count, I didn't deny myself to get started. When I considered quitting (at a friends request to influence his brother to quit), I simply told myself to wait a little longer. No denial, nothing painful. After 4 weeks I was down to 5 cigarettes from a pack a day. The strength came from proving to myself, I didn't need to smoke because I normally would have smoked. Simple yes? I bought the patch. I forgot to put one on on the 4th day. I needed it the next day but the following week I forgot two days in a row I put one in my wallet with a promise to myself that I would slap it on and wait an hour rather than smoke. It rode in my wallet my first year.There's nothing keeping any of you from doing this. It doesn't cost a dime. This is about unlearning something you've done for a long time. The nicotine isn't the hard part. Disconnecting from the psychological pull, the memories and connected emotions is. :-) Time is the healer.