Hello friends,
I started smoking again. About 6 weeks ago. I'm so sad and disappointed in myself. The problem is that I no longer have a desire to quit. Especially now that summer is upon us. The minute I took that first drag, I felt like my best friend just came back after being gone for a long time.
I just don't know how to quit when I don't really want to. I get all motivated and quit and I am so proud of myself. Then, as time goes by, I see a smoker and bum a smoke off of them. That's it. I'm off to buying cigs again. Once I start up, I lose my desire to quit.
I'm disgusted and don't know what to do.
