HI EVERYBODY-YOU LOOK AND SMELL TERRIFIC,JUST LIKE ME. wELL i HAVE SURE BEEN BUSY SINCE MY MOVE TO THE COUNTRY. aLWAYS SOMETHING TO DO BESIDES SMOKE CIGS!!!! OR A PIPE ETC. aS YOU KNOW MY PARTNER rON ONLY MADE IT 2 Days. Sorry caps. lol He really tries hard to not let me smell him smoking or even see him doing it. The problem is I have been having night mares that I SMOKED!!!! I'll be damned if I blow this quit of 546 days(something close to that number) I can't believe with this back bone of mine I gained and my freedom from nicotine has got me in a tizzy. I mean I'm thinking about them,dream about them and seem everyone smokes now!!!! SOOOOO My guard is back up,don't let as many days of freedom you may have fool you!!!! I hate smoking!!!! It's truly not an option for me. N.O.P.E. So I had the doctor's give me a sample of chantex.Since starting it It seems I have colorful dreams and not one puff of smoke! Ron Rolls his own and when he does I cringe!!!! Just the thought of him making them make me sick.Ok enough but please keep your guard up nicotine is a pretty good con artist. Lies/lies. Well now I finally got to vent..... I hope everyone of my fellow non smoker's and those that are new to this site had a wonderful weekend. I was at flea mkt roasting in the sun. I'm red and brown now. We sold just about everything! yippee. saving for a trip to Arizona in sept or nov. Going there to find tons of GOLD. Ron has 2-mining sites. we camp right on his site. I love camping!!!! In fact I set up my big screened in tent to maybe have a night out tonight. 🙂 Thurs. is fishing out of my kayakone thing for sure is I won't have to fish my cig butts out when finished. I love you all and I maybe able to have a plan set for me to be on more often. His parents live down from us and she has inter net. yippee again. Special hello to shawn and all your awsome photo messages. Also of course my bestest friends Nancy-Marilyn-Ellen. I think of you so much. hope all is well. Love and peace and NO smoking. ~Debbie~ Miss you....
