ONE WEEK DOWN!!!

[hunniebear03]

Hello everyone I am very proud to say I've made it a whole week without smoking!!! Being on here with all of you wonderful people supporting me is really helping!! Just was real sad today, in part because before I met my fiance...I met my soulmate George we spent three amazing years together, he was so full of life and showed me the true meaning of life! Then July 3rd 2013 he passed away from cancer it was the worst day of my live he had pancreatic cancer and liver and there was nothing they could do. I miss him so much it hurts and it's a very rough time dealing with all the flashback's. My heart is with him in heaven! And crazy enough I know that he is with me and the guy I'm with right now is no good and I need to run away, if he can't support me emotionally like I NEED why even be in my life