Most of my day, althou busy, has been spent internally fighting the urge to smoke, massive, major, consuming urges.
Beautiful day.....my youngest graduated from high school with high honors; the weather was perfect; so what's the problem......
It's me......couldn't blog cause I don't know how to "write a blog" on my phone, instead I added to a blog, which I doubt anyone happened across....
Doesn't matter either way, because it was a choice and I chose poorly. I knew I was choosing poorly, so what is to become of me.....I am down, my faith in myself is pretty low right now.....
I have had one and must now restart......I know the advice will be to throw them away, restart right away, all true.......right now I'm just feeling way down.....what a whiner.....SMH
