Made it to day 5

[hunniebear03]

Well today I'm very very angry and stressed. I have had thoughts about picking up a cigarette but said to myself this is not worth it!!! So instead I took some deep breaths and decided I'm going to take a long nap! I am a mom yes and it is my job to clean and I'm OK with that but when I do litteraly everything...pay bills, laundry, cook , dishes etc and I have a fiancée whom plays video games and I told him I'm going to cook and mind you when he went to make me coffee he knew there was a sink full of dishes..I said you know what I don't mind cleaning all I ask for is a little bit of help!! So he waited about ten mins came down and saw me cleaning then decides to help.....grrrrrrrrrrrr soooo mad!!!;