This morning was the Sr presidential awards ceremony at my daughters HS (so proud), afterward, we all went out for lunch. I had the thought of smoking here and there, a strong urge once telling me not to quit today, that tomorrow would be better...I told myself that I disagree, tomorrow would be no easier than today, so far the self-talk stuff is helping a lot.
I want this soooo bad, I'm just going to have to accept these feelings that come and deal with them, even the tough ones......I can do it.....
Picking my mom up tonight from the train station, it will be nice to not be hiding it from her......so weird, I know, but I hide it from her because it would break her heart otherwise.
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