Boredom

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I physically am disabled and have little in the way of diversion and am bored so smoke more than I used to when I worked and could do things.  Smoking too much and have gained weight as well baca use of limited activity.  I set May 3 as a quit date but i truly am scared because I don't know what to do with myself.  Scared of failure yet again And I don't tell family (other than son and daughter) because none of them smoke and they don't get how addictive it is.  I am nervous, scared and just don't know how to Alleviate the boredom.