Hi Guys, I'm writing this post for anyone who's struggling or has slipped up.
I smoked a cigarette last night. I had a couple glasses of wine and smoked. It was like I couldn't get it out of my mind. As soon as I had a glass of wine, I was obsessed with the idea of a cigarette. I hate to say it but I didn't put up much of a fight either. I had a smoke. It tasted terrible. My chest immediately started feeling tight. The taste in my mouth was so foul. It was nothing like my dream. In my desire for it, I imagined how it would be so wonderful. It would be a relief to have a smoke and it wasn't. It wasn't. I didn't have another cigarette even though I had another glass of wine.. So yes, I slipped. I am human but the most important part is that I have gotten up this morning and remained smoke free. I don't know when I'll be able to have a glass of wine again but I want to be smoke free. Anyhow, if you have slipped or are thinking about it;. I hope you read this and decide not too. If you have slipped up, I hope you dust yourself off and try again.
