I have been busy with doc appointments me and my son mostly routine but when he tries a new med or adjustment I go off the grid awhile because it I have to watch him closely... I felt whiny about that last post and yes embarrassed I admit... I have always felt guilty after being upset when I know I have a good life 🙂
i have kept busy well it is easy helping my son with common core I don't know how to teach him and with his learning disabilities whew I'm worn out. So that's why I'm on here two weeks later. That and I took him to the fair.
I do get happy I don't have to worry about going that time period without smoking and getting cranky 🙂
so snow days don't scare me as much either because I won't be trapped at home with no nicotine relief because I don't need it. Yay!!
( I didn't smoke at home I would leave)
Unfortunately I eat in stress times depends on the stressor though. So I think that upset me too.
I did splurge and bought a Halloween costume as a reward for me and it isn't my usually witch and stuff. I picked a woodland huntress so I can wear with jeans and clip my insulin pump to the pocket.
no worries of that either wanted to smoke and can't around my son because I won't be in crave mode.
It really did take over my life and decisions.
glad I'm the one calling the shots. Again thanks to who all posted it means the world I have you all!
