Up date on yesterday ordeal with the news paper/camera guy....................What do I do to deserve this stress,this hurdles? etc.?! Why would the news paper send an over weight guy with sandles on to take photo's of the swamp area where my water is coming from......? It is all down hill and full of slate etc. OMG! I so wanted to SMOKE a pack yesterday when the day was ended. Ok. first off I have no car due to this landlord(ex) ass /business partner so I have to depend on the new friend in my life.......Jim, Well he was upset I didn't want him going with me because I didn't want to hear all his negative remarks about my backbone speaking too loudly!!!!!!! ha ha so he said that I needed to start walking!!!!!!!! ok. well After a few words I called the camera guy back up and asked him to pick me up! yup I did..... He had no problem. Well Thank God above my friend got over his fit and let me use the car.......... I find them for sure,actually they find me..........working on quiting that too....... Well we got to my place and he got out of car,huge man,chewing tobacco in his beard!!!! and eyes all over me...yuck!!!!!! so long story short. I took control.... I took his camera took my shoes off and took every dam nasty photo of the water,the filter,the swamp where water is coming from,septic, etc...... all while he is sitting in his car!.... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Ok. one photo I got was of me looking down into the home made septic tank..... lol. reflection from my own crap. ha ha hahahhhaaa I'm making light of this whole thing because I cried too much yesterday and have had enough already today...... So I do feel good about getting some support and maybe some action and clean water soon,just seems it comes back on me everytime I try........ ok enough of sorrow.... He did take over 100 snap shot's of me(seemed like a 100) pointing towards the swamp etc. He enjoyed that very much!!! ash.... I also brought my camera to show him what photo's I had. Amazing he took a picture of my photo's on my camera with his...... I bet he uses my photo's. Who gives a hoot which ones right? get me fresh clean drinking water....... My lease runs out in dec. I have been staying with my new friend and sometimes with my uncle..... It's so hard for me,I have no where to go. no money and now no fkn car........... Why me? I ask? Because I tene to have the biggest heart and way too trusting...... Well time to quit that also. Well the news will be out end of this week in paper,not sure if or what will happen but I can asssure you it will get the right attention. I have to stop now. I tried to make sense of all this....... Peace is what I need.I'm going by the river and pray now........ Nope didn't smoke and will not smoke today either........ God bless. I'll be sure to come back later and read this and say what? why me? Deb.................
