Sunday!

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My day-keeper says 55 today. 55 days and counting. I still haven't decided to move my quit date up. I think I'll give it another week before deciding. But I am still 100% going to work on it. Every cig I take out, I stare at. I try to remember to smoke with mindfulness... to see what the ---- is so great with it. Nothing really. Sometimes they taste good. But waking up in the morning with a sore throat.... is it worth it? Nope.

I've lied to myself so many mornings. It's because of allergies, it's because of snoring... never that it's because of smoking!! Though I know it is. I guess that just scares me too much.

What am I grateful for today? That the sun is shining. That I am in love. That my children are healthy. That I have a great job (though I wish it paid better). That I have my own little extra company that makes up for what my great job doesn't pay! 😉

Hope everyone here has a wonderful Sunday!

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