Thanks everyone for comments on my "taxed" blog. I just wanted to share a couple of points. I found it very interesting and "joyous" that I was actually calmer getting through the ordeal than I thought I would be! I would get anxious and think this is when I would be reaching for my cig. But I did close my eyes, did deep breathing, calmed down and got right back to it. Instead of my stress being "escalated" it deescalated without that nicotine! Paperwork is still a huge trigger for me but with getting through this successfully I feel like I've conquered a major hurdle!!! Sooooo happy!!! Yippie. 168 Days today!