10 days!

[moni7]

Woot woot I made it ten days!  Still hasn't been as bad as I was expecting because I am simply not smoking, period, full stop, end of story. For the first time in my adult life,  this week I didn't have to get up 30 minutes earlier to wash the smoke out of my hair before going to work. Just showered, spiffed up a bit, and out the door. This is FREEDOM! 

Did I have cravings? Yes, yes I did. And I told myself I was free to go right on outside and smoke, except, oh yeah, I don't smoke. I visualized sitting out there in a cloud of nasty stinking smoke. I visualized how I would feel afterward--stinky, gross, disappointed in myself, and let's face it, totally unsatisfied, because smoking has never done a damned thing for me except make me want another cigarette. 

Go suck an egg, Phillip Morris. You didn't get me back today, muahahahahaha!