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day 116?!?!

Cindy210
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Wow!  116?!?  I'm hanging in there.  Tonight my head is pounding from allergies/sinuses and my eyes are watering and I just plain feel terrible.  Tomorrow will be better though.

Last night I had a dream it was my birthday and someone gave me a pack of cigarettes (not my brand though) and I opened them and smoked one and never thought twice about it until much, much later.  It felt so real.  This is only the 2nd time I have dreamt about smoking since I quit and this one was much more realistic than the first.  Talk about coming out of left field!  A true testament to the troubling time "No Man's Land" is.

I haven't had many days I didn't think about smoking, but the pull isn't there.  Logic wins the war.  Most of the time I smell others, or notice the price of the cigarettes or the litter on the ground.  Then I'm glad I'm not putting my resources towards those activities.  

Keeping "me time" seems to be the hardest thing for me to do these days, which is why I haven't blogged in about 2 weeks.  It just seems like time is flying away and I can't get anywhere near enough done.  

Til I can get back, "N.O.P.E" and "I don't do that anymore!"  🙂

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