Hello all of you wonderful exer's! I hope this day is treating you well today! This coming June 3rd will be my ONE year anniversary! I can't believe I have made it this far! I am so happy that I can just spit! However lately, I have been thinking about what is holding me back from going up to the gas station which is about 5 minutes away from my house and buying a pack of smokes? I am not sure the answer! I just don't WANT to be a victim of the demon anymore! I can't remember what it was like to be a smoker. It seems so long ago...however, it hasn't been that long. Sometimes in the car I see people smoking in the next car and I think...what is it that you like so much about that cigarette? I understand it is an addiction...why is so hard for people to quit? I have learned now...not even take one drag off of anyone's cigarette because thta would blow everything I have ever worked for! I live each day by saying N.O.P.E.! Even after almost a year of being smoke free, I still sit and ponder but am very thankful that I am no longer the demon's victim! So, tell me...what keeps you from NOT smoking? Tell me what you do to get through those cravings!!! I enjoy reading all of your blogs! They have helped so much! 🙂
