Angry or rather enranged my huasband has stoppped smoking over 25 years and reticently found out he has stomach and lung cancer. He cannot be operated on his stomach cancer, because the Dr. fears that he could bleed to death on the table and Dr. doesn't want to take a chance.
He did send my husband to oconlogist physician to see if can recieve radiotion or chemo, he has cirrhosis of the liver, heart trouble, diabetes,and arthymia of the heart.
I am enranged because my father. just got over a round of cyberknife, a type of radition, still smoking and drinking, He had skin cancer on his eye lid.
I still have stopped smoking, I just don't want to be without my husband or have to wacth him die a slow death. trying to stay positive that there may be a small chance tha the Dr.s' will be able to do a treament.
In these last days I have been pretty mean to him, how can I be by his side when I am not a kind person he needs, He still very much in a positive mind set.
How is that fair????? I know I am just crying in my glass of milk.
My father doesn't seem to care about his cancer. 4 year ago they found stomach cancer, but luckily they were able to operate on him. Still smoking and drinking.
all I want to do is go back to smoking, My husband is pleading with me not to. I just don't see the sense
