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Share your quitting journey

Took a break

gina72
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It's been a while since I have blogged. Mostly unintended as I have been working long hours to fill in for my boss. He has a mitral valve in his heart that has to be repaired and is on the dl for a while. But good news is that they have a noninvasive procedure to repair it and he will be good as new. While I haven't blogged I have been keeping up with others blogs and am happy for the milestones you all have reached. Since I slipped I have been smoking but rereading the Allan Carr books preparing to quit again. For a while I felt like I didn't belong here because I had failed to quit. It is hard sometimes to read how well everyone is doing and I felt like the outsider. But I have a determination to quit and this site is so motivating that I really want to stay. So here I am. And hopefully will continue to be. I have learned a lot since my relapse. Mostly that I am back to feeling like crap physically again. And smoking with out even realizing I'm doing it half the time. But for some reason not feeling like I am in quit mode at the moment. So I am working on getting there because I need that want to quit. In the meantime I will read your stories and hopefully pick back up that motivation that I so much need from you all.
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