Bad Day

[Diane145]

I know this site it supposed to be dedicated about the ability and stamina to quit smoking, but let me tell you, life gets in the way.  I try my best to be a loving and giving person, but enough is enough!

You see, we have 3 dogs.  Two, I was ok with but the third I was tormented until I gave in.  Dog #3 is a boxer/lab mix who is not only a horse weighing in at 91.5 pounds but is now playing Houdini getting out from under the fence and playing tag with me.  I am pissed off!  I didn't want another dog to begin with and now I have to chase him through the neighborhood.

Husband recently had back surgery so he can't chase after him, but I'm still pissed off.  We should never have gotten that dog and my plate is absolutely full.  I feel like I'm ready to break.

I'm telling you, I don't intend to smoke, but if I do walk away from this house, I'll be going to the bar, first thing.  I have had enough.  Even without the surgery, Mr. is lazy and does nothing to help me.  I'm tired of hearing the "I Love You" bullshit.  Actions speak louder than words.

I don't even know if I can calm down.  By the way, I caught the dog and he's safe and sound inside the house in his kennel.