One Week

[jdrabbit01]

And I'm still feeling pretty good.  Still having conversations in my head but they pass pretty quickly. More like a memory of having a smoke after certain situations,  I just remind myself I don't do that anymore and it passes.  The weekend brought a different set of challenges.  My son was with his dad, so I was alone and only accountable to myself.  Not that I need him to stop me, it was just my safety net.  Then I spent some time with my boyfriend and he still smokes.  He has cut way back since I mentioned quitting and doesn't smoke around me, but I knew I would have easy access to just one...but it wasn't difficult at all to push that thought away.  The waves are much, much smaller now.  As I have mentioned quitting to people at work, some will say Oh I quit 15 years ago and I realize I want that to be me.  I used to be terrified by the thought of never being able to have one again, but not this time.  Still having some minor physical issues with my body healing itself, but I am feeling better and stronger every day.  Never been happier with my decision to quit.