It's kind of hard to find the words, I am ready to sit, and cry but I can't sit and the tears won't fall, I want to kick and scream but emotionally am paralyzed my voice is leaving me straight and not allowing anything to come out so I can try to heal myself from this emotional hell for me and what I am up against mentally and emotionally for me. All I can say is I'm having a really rough day...Sorry!
P.S. But, even with all this turmoil I am protecting my quit, tomorrow is my 3rd smoke-free month and as of today, is day 90 and in just a very short 10 days I will be in triple digits finally. I am so not ready for Christmas how are you all coming along on plans, preperations, travel plans, last minute shopping or whatever this holiday season has in store for you?
My love and friendship is with all of you today and ALWAYS!!!
MustangSally7705/Carolyn
