Hey everyone,
I think it was Nancy who wrote "Don't romance the cigg". She is SPOT ON!!! There is this whole thing that made me feel sort of bad-a#! as well as someone who really didn't care. Like I was bigger than that smoke and I can take it!! Also, and this may sound very strange, on the other hand, I really REALLY liked the people I met on the smoker's spot at work. They were so down to earth.
Of course I know there are great down to earth people who do not smoke.Of course I know the only bad-as* thing about smoking is that IT WILL KILL ME.
I think my big challenge is going to be romancing the smoke. I am doing pretty good though. The craves are manageable at this point. I am kind of glad I am so sick. I also have bronchitis on top of the flu thing, so now with the antibiotic I will be feeling good very soon!
Thanks for boosting me up you guys! I am going to "the elders" page soon.
I DON'T DO THAT ANYMORE.