just sitting here thinking about yesterday we had a nice day... turkey, pies.. and stuffing... had too much.. couldnt fit anything else in my tummy... at least i think there was something else there... anyway... thats all i saw.. blanked out everything else...lol
after eating walked into the kitchen and there it was.. my sons pack of cigarettes... a strong crave hit me...not really a physical crave.. a mental one...i said what the heck? i been through all this aint no memory gonna take this away from me... took some deep breaths and started dishes....
it can be done!!!!
so grateful to be smokefree
izzy day 401
