Honestly, for those of you struggling, I've struggled horribly with past quits but this time, and 38 days in, I guess I must have been so ready. I'm enjoying each day that is smoke-free.
I see so many people now smoking as they walk down the street or sit outside and I don't crave- I'm relieved. I'm so happy I'm not them anymore. There is nothing about a cigarette I want anymore and nothing about them I wanted when I was smoking, I just didn't know how to tell myself that.
The only thing, I thought I was going to become a billionaire when I quit smoking? So not happening! I don't mind but life has a way of making accommodations for that litle thing called "extra money". But, it's so nice not to be stressing about having the cash to grab a pack. More importantly, I have the breath to inhale deeply and say, "I don't need another pack of cigarettes!"
Have a good Holiday!
Sheila
