Emotions all over the board today. Very frustrated. Trying real hard not to 'fight', just surrender to the process. I am committed to not lighting up. Hanging on to the experiences of people further down the road than me, that actually know the FREEDOM from the Nicodemon. One of the top reasons I wanted to quit, to know the Freedom and not be held hostage by the sickerettes. My addiction dictated everyting I did in my life. Such regret... I am on day 58. I started smoking when I was 16 and I am now 52. By the grace of God most days have been very doable/good, this just happens to be a really challenging day. Thought I would come here and dump it. I've just had enough of 'self' today. Thanks for listening.
