This is not bad! No more stinking clothes, stinky house, stinking feelings about myself for not being able to "just quit".
I feel better. I sleep better. I can relax more. Foods taste better. Hell, life tastes better!
I used to say that if I found out I had cancer I go back to smoking that second now I'm not so sure. It's never been that good of a friend to me. I don't owe it anything. I'm just going to keep taking each day as well as I can and enjoying it to the fullest without smoke blowing in my face or ashes burning holes in a new scarf. Life was meant to be enjoyed without nicotine.
Sheila