ijust dont get it, when i finally got sick enough to quit smoking and got a little time under my belt... i felt so good that the few times i relaspsed i was devated.. i was so mad at myself and so defeated that i cried and cried...i was very near suicide ... cause it was suicide to continue smoking...and i stayed relapsed until i got so sick that i had to quit or die.....
but i see people on here and its like oh well ill get back on my quit soon...whats up with that...dont it mean anything to you that you are killing yourself????
i just dont get it...