I had a terrible nightmare last night and several stressful things were going on and I saw a pack of cigarettes and picked them up and started smoking. I had smoked the whole pack before I calmed down. There were so many things in my dreams that I feel like I haven't even slept. Ok now, I am out of NML and I thought things would be getting better. i am living proof you still have to be on alert for the smoke demon. He is always waiting for you to fail. Not me, NOPE.
I still have the bull dog today but I think he is gonna stay in the kitchen. He has a quilt and a bed pillow so he is ok. Cookie needs a rest to get her nerves straight. It is funny if no one is around cookie seems to behave. I am afraid to leave them together because the bull dogs bite would kill cookie. He was in a foster home for a year with several dogs but each situation is different. Son said he would crate the bull dog while he was not a home which is most of the time. If that be the situation, he needs to find him another home. I do not believe in crating dogs except to sleep. Cookie loves her crate with a bed pillow, a blanket on it and then a baby blanket over her. Yes i spoil my animals.
I hope everyone has a smokefree day and thank God I was only dreaming and happy when I woke up.
God bless
Carolyn and Cookie
