Well today is the day! Before I went to bed last night, I got rid of all cigarettes and butts and went to bed. I never slept so good last night. Wow! Woke up, popped a piece of nicotine gum in my mouth and went on with my morning. I cut up all kinds of vegies last night to snack on today, but home is where it is so hard for me, so if I can get through the next week and a half before I go to radiation, I will have it made. Yes! Thanks to everyone for your comments and support with the reading material suggestions, it has really helped.... so Thank you, thank you, thank you!!