I am 95% doing awesome, so the whinning that is about to happen? It's only like 5% of the time. I'm really proud that I've made it five months with only 1 slip up. I am not going to slip again, but I keep having dreams. Dreams of bumming a cigarette. They are so real that when I wake up, it feels like they happened and I have to shake off an onslaught of fear and sadness. I chant to myself "It's just a dream" and "It didn't happen". But it's definitely throwing me off my game.
