Day 12

[Rhia]

Ugh, I left my unfinished blog up and it erased.  Yay.  So, as I mentioned previously I was thinking about discontinuing the patch.  I did so yesterday.  I took it off when I went to bed on Wednesday night, and just never put a new one back on.  I was on the 21mg dosage, so it was a big step down from that to nothing.  It sucks, haha.  I have noticed an increase in the frequency and severity of urges and cravings.  I am defiantly not a fan. Hopefully it doesn't last too long.  I have been trying to keep busy but even that doesn't help sometimes.  I made sugar cookies today with royal icing.  I was going to try and post pictures of them, but I don’t know how to on here.  

My husband is supposed to be getting back from training on Tuesday or Wednesday.  Not sure if it will be a good thing or not.  Haha.  I am looking forward to hopefully getting a break from everything, especially everything kid related, but then again, it usually turns out that I just have another person to take care of, clean up after, and cook for.  At least the first 2 or 3 days should be good.  ;/

I am all of a sudden very agitated.  I think just thinking about him coming home agitates me in some ways.  But, then again, I have been very moody these past 12 days haha. 

Night.