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OOPS!

SweetMelissa4
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I'm a little upset with myself today, which is my second day.  I bought a pack of cigs!  I light one up and took ONE puff... than I got so mad at myself and so mad at those disgusting, filty poison sticks that I ripped EVERY single one up and then I crushed them and stepped on them and even screamed at them!   RRRR!  I'm kind of proud of myself though for NOT keeping them.  I did take ONE puff, but it tasted disgusting and instantly went on my  "I hate smoking" rampage.  I will NOT give up!  I want this more than anything!   Lesson learned!   It actually felt really good destroying those cancer sticks.  I will not let this get me discouraged.  I definitly learned from my mistake and will remember how much I hate them the next time I have an urge.  Thanks for listening everyone... I needed to vent..lol.  I hope everyone has an amazing day today filled with happiness.

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