I guess my last blog did not get saved or put up for you all to read.
I will just fill you in on whats been going on, I have been tested left and right all month now. My mother is in the hospital and my girlfriend is in a rocky relationship and comes to me for love and support, my daughter is argumentative and my husband is driving me nuts with saying we have we don't have and I'm so emotionally a wreck to put it mildly.
I'm so tired of not being acknowledged for my struggles and efforts in staying quit because it is just expected of me, and coming from someone who has never smoked should get the fact that this is in fact a real addiction and it is not that easy to overcome.
There are days I just want to quit quitting! But I am on day 31 and I haven't had not even one slip and don't want to start now so here I am. I need encouragement because I am starting to feel extremely weak!!!
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