I haven't killed anyone or anything! This is even better than my smoking days! But honestly, sleep was so elusive last night that I was exhausted all day. I just looked for those little breaks during the day when I could sleep and I never, ever relaxed with a cigarette in my hands! I'd always heard too many stories of people losing their homes and their lives falling asleep with lit cigarettes that I never went near cigarettes when I was drowsy.
Having slept most of the evening though..... actually no. Right after midnight of my first minute of quit I cleaned down my desk thoroughly disgusted by the layers of yellow and ash adorning everything. Having a clean area to work on now keeps me from wanting to have a cigarette in here.
It did seem that everywhere I walked today I saw others smoking. I carefully watched them and wondered what others thought about me as I smoked as I walked. Most people who found out that I smoked after having known me for a bit were shocked that I was a smoker! They thought I was too "smart" or too "down to earth".... I wonder what else they had wrong about me? I smoked because I was addicted. There really were no other good reasons.
Sheila
