I intended to be gone for a few days but I can't. You guys are my family and I miss and love you. I was so depressed yesterday that I didn't want to talk to anyone at all. I just wanted to crawl up in a ball and fade into the wall. My heart fell when the neurosurgeon said nothing at all can be done for you, no more nerve blocks for 5 months. He is the best in the area and I do trust him. I just had such high hopes that someone could help me with this chronic pain and when the answer was no I just about fell apart.
Been trying to keep my mind busy because my body hurts. My grandaughter and I worked out on the equipement and I think I overdid. I only do upper body because of my back.
I thought I would feel better and work things out in my mind if I stayed off of the computer but it didn't work. I need you guys and I feel lost.
I hope everyone is having a great day
God bless
Carolyn and Cookie
