Hello all. I just got internet hooked up about an hour or so ago, and have set myself down for a few minutes. I am in Cottonwood Ariz. right now, and will be here helping my Mom until she is through here on Earth.
I am 11 months smoke free on the 23rd of this month, and let me tell you I think about them all the time these days. Hard to watch your Mom in the Alzhiemers stages, it is so hard. But I will not pick them up, I remember the hold they had on me, I will never forget that, and the pain of today and my tomorrows will not be eased by adding addiction to the mix.
I have been broken hearted for a while now, and my journey is not over not by a long shot.
I am grateful to have internet again, will more than likely be leaning fairly heavily on all of you, my beloved friends.
Am very tired, I go to bed very early, as my days start at around 3:30, 4:00 a.m., with washing bedding and such.
I will write more and will be touching base daily.
To all my loved ones here, be patient with me, I will write you all a more personal letter/note/email.
Love you all, Miss you all
May you always walk in Beauty
Owl
