Share your quitting journey
I stood there with a lit cigarette in my hand. What a stupid thing to do with my life I thought, but I took a drag anyway. It burned as I inhaled the poison into my lungs. The smoke curling into my face, watering my eyes, the heavy chest & labored breathing was my only reward for this exercise. I hadn’t enjoyed a cigarette in years & knew that I wouldn’t enjoy this one but I did it anyway. I was thinking as I had many times in the past how stupid smoking is. I was so tired of this addiction. I didn’t know I had a choice.
This was my life when I began this cessation journey. Thirty times a day I berated myself at how stupid I was to continue yet I pressed on. In the beginning I was so afraid. How would I live my life without my friend & companion of so many years. How would I face the urges that were sure to overwhelm me. But I met those fears head on & found them an empty threat. I followed blindly the advice given me by those that had ANY quit longer than my own.
A thanks to those of you here who have picked up the torch & helped those along who have hard times. You don’t have to do it but you do & I understand why. Hopefully those you help will also understand one day.
Thank you to every newbie that struggles here. You help me keep it green by reminding me of where I was that evening 10 years ago today. Remember…you aren’t losing anything…you’re gaining your life back.
May your journey take you to where I am today & beyond.
Keep on keepin on,
M n @...smoke free for 10 years, 7 hours, 6 minutes and 5 seconds...6...7...8...9...
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