Good morning my dear family. I feel so blest to have met all of you guys. You make me feel very special in a way that I have never felt before. I guess that is why I never was able to keep my quit. I have quit numerous times but started up when a tragedy came into my life. I was always the one everyone in my family leaned on so I had to be strong and turned to the only friend (I thought) I had ,cigarettes. Now I have the best family that anyone could ask for and I thank God for bringing me here.
Waiting for new court date for custody of my grandson. If only I could see him, it would make it a little easier. I have to trust in God to protect him and He has His reasons for things happening the way they are. I have learned I do not question God, I just obey Him.
The mental habit of smoking memories still haunt me but I just say oh well that was then and now is now. What a fool I was. I will never light up again.
I hope everyone has a wonderful smokefree day.
God bless
Carolyn and Cookie
