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9 extremely scary days left ~~~~

andreakay
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This morning, I am in the single digits to my quest of becoming a quitter. I always start off reading blogs from all of you wonderful people, who teach me, prepare me, warn me and love me in a way that none of us will truly understand. It is such a wonderful feeling that I have all this. Possibly for the very first time ever in my whole life and I owe that to a bunch of strangers that litterally spread the distance of the United States of America and Scotland!!

I cannot begin to think of how this quit will go, I am hoping that there will be success and that I find out what, exactly, the 6% club is. I see it on here a lot and if it is part of the litterature I have read, then I must have scanned that part because I have no idea.

I just think that right now, the knowledge that in as little as nine days, I will be taking the first step ever of truly loving myself (because that is what it is all about really, loving myself).

I see that, I say it every day, sometimes a million times. It never stops amazing me that I have finally found something within myself, my life to stop committing suicide on the installment plan. Because that is what I tell everyone when I need a smoke. I have to step outside and partake in committing suicide on the installment plan.

Today, I feel a bit dreamy, a bit leary, but ready to conquer that dragon on this quest.

Sorry, I'm not as funny as I want to be today, but maybe I will blog twice when I find my sense of humor... 😉

Thank you all for meaning the world to me and for making me feel like I mean the world to you!!

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