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You won't stop me

andreakay
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So, I am excited about the outcome of my quit. I am excited to finally be strong enough to walk away from the habbit that has held me in bondage.

The people on this site are SO amazing. The support I have gotten. I dug my heals in and have put my head down and started charging into this.

I don't except criticism well. So, imagine my surprise when I was notified that I had a message so I opened it and seen that someone who was / is obviously having a worse day than I had NOTHING supportive or nice to say. I have yet to reply to this message because you know what? The sender was / is right.

I am already whining and have yet to quit. So here is "Suzy ray of sunshine" replying to that message, without curse words, with the love that my Christianity has taught me.

Yes, I am still excited about my quit. Yes, I am still coundting down with enthusiasm. Yes, I still need to learn to spell. Yes, I am still enthusiastic.

Yes, I am still having a bad day.

HOWEVER, I have NOT changed my mind or my quit date. I'm just tracking more cigarettes today than I have in the last two days. BUT I am okay with that. How do I know? Because people with YEARS behind them have opened their hearts to me, and with that support alone I will make it.

I'm sorry that you have a problem with me. I thought that I was doing the right things on here. Talking out everything. Maybe I am wrong?

My bad day is due to the love of my life wanting to walk away from me because he has recently had a triple bypass and feels like I can do and should do better.

My bad day is due to the fact that I am not ready to find anyone else. My bad day is due to the fact that I have an abundance of love and compassion for my soul mate that I haven't gotten to speak to in seven months, mainly because we live SO FAR apart. He in Ireland, me here in the U.S.

I know that probably doesn't matter to anyone but me, so pardon me for the ramble...

You don't have to read them.

I was told that when I needed encouragement to post. Post and read. I did both....

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