Well I met Mei and Molly at the bar today. It was the most I have laughed in forever. We haven't all hung out together in a long time. So we caught up. Old relationships. What's going on in each others lives. We have decided we're going to get together (not drinking everytime) more often. Probably getting together like once a week. We already are planning next week we go to a park and have ourselves a little picnic. Although we are going to have Mei bring her 3 yr old daughter Cecelia, and she told me to have my mom come (they all love my mom, She's not like your average person lol) so it will be the three of us cecelia, my mom and it will be so grande! We will take photos and its going to be ohso much fun. I had a good time with my friends today and I didn't have any smoke cravings. It was awesome to feel so loved and just not feel judged. Also Mei had a dad that was like mine. and her mom is crazy lol. I guess since highschool her mom has gotten even more crazy so it's nice to have someone that understands the damn crazyness of how they are. Well I have appointments tomorrow with psychiatrist and therapist so im going to get off the computer quite early tonight!! I hope all are doing good. I'm going to go grab some dinner from the kitchen and watch some tv before it is a successful wrap on this great day! I love you all my ex family, I feel great because I know I can be around kids, and so many different people without even thinking about smoking.
Always remember Not One Puff Ever NOPE!
Zackie@125Days
