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zackie09_51214
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Well today was day 111 of my quit. Thank you everyone who has been there for me through this very deep low in my moods as of lately. Last night thankfully I had no dreams. I woke up ate a little bit of breakfast....which that is good. because prior to saturday night I hadn't eaten anything since the morning before. I was able to eat tonight. Not as much as normal. I got a balanced amount though. ate all of my protein which is the important part. This morning I woke around 11 layed down from like 12 until 3..only got up because where I sleep...the couch is in the living room. If I had my own room I would have just laid in there and rested. Both mom and I are both barely hanging in there. I am looking in more and more places for somewhere we might be able to rent but so far I have not found a damned thing. We definitely can not hold out til after the new year. and that would be the earliest possibilty with the housing list(s) that we are in. I managed to get out and go for a walk with my mom after dinner. But besides that I just tried to take it easy and relax today. spent time in the back yard talking to mom about stuff privately away from my dad. I'll be happy once we can get out of here. Unfortunately tomorrow the library will be closed for the labor day holiday but tuesday we'll be there looking even harder. shes gonna use one of the chromebooks they have there for you to use while i use the laptop. 

well thats all for tonight as this august draws to a close. Lets look forward to a hopefully much better september! I wish to as the trees shed their leaves to shed the leaves of negativity from my sturdy branches! 

Zackie 111 Days

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